The bye i want..

i duno since when we become like this ...
actually i care and i can feel it..
but don't even had any goodbye ..
i duno everything about .. haizz...
mayb just dont dare to say..
and i am the one who make thngs like this ..
that is what i deserve ..
i guess changing is changing,,
no one can control..
actually i dont want to make trouble to people..
i guess i should just leave in quietly ..
im sad but stress is more than that ..
thank you for stress to make me forget the sadness..
gambateh ,, my sem 6..

tiring to get nice future

Very tired this few day because next week is my midterm assignemnt
that is very important ..
i hate everytime my birthday always meeting the assignment
this year i totally forgot about my birthday until my family celebrate to me
im really tired ..
i cannot think other thing anymore
mind is fullfill by assignment, professional english exam and UK Study ..
haizzzz

孤独感

孤独感可以淹没一个人

其实我可以感觉到

但是也许是我先做错什么事吧

我不知道是我想错呢还是怎么的

唉

还是相信吧

我很羡慕“那样”的感觉


发现了，恭喜我去英国的人还真少阿
也许，到了哪里才是真正的生活把
认识更多的人
让他们把我那些孤独感减少。。
疯狂过日子

MISS YOU ALL

i miss all high school guys and girls ..

i miss you all actually but i duno how to communicate with u guys
and i scared too ..

thank you we are used to be very BF in my high school life ..

Big "H.I.T"

there is a presentation about the final year individual project.
i get a big hit by 3 lecture during the presentation moment
i am nervous and at the same time telling myself be more confident
this week is such a rush week
preparign for further study interview, preparing the presentation research
there is not enough time to complete the project research
i was presenting my thing and what make me get  a shot is
when i presenting but the judger ask me to skip all those part..
my confident from middle go down to the maxand blur all time
i remember i plan to do labour day but i think is my mistake
i rushing too much and untill i totally forget about it
so i know that problem my thinker is not open yet
since i decided i must spent my life oversea
i keep pushing myself with my own mind
i try my very best to create my own style
until i cant see what other judger see..
mayb i stress myself too much
seriously in my feeling this 20% of presentation
is so important to me eventhough i get accepted
but i told myself keep going on to be serious in this final year
lesson what i learn today is
i feel thankful for all this 3 judger because they remind me back the labour day
and so fast i get that idea
i will always tell myself
i am the one create this idea and i gonna finish it
lecturer wont help u that much
because i am the only one can help myself
i know im to Stubborn
i  just pushing myself too much until doing something that not my level now
im not regret but just sad because i cant make presentation nice

this whole day my confident is low and sad and stressful
20% is meant so much for me ..
everything coming too fast that i hard to handle it

thank you so much for this 3 judger
thank you for myself too at least try hard and keep my own idea
i learn that u never try, never know what is ur mistake


yes, i feel so sad and shame
but that's is really good lesson for me
learn to guess what other people think

big hit 25/1/2014

there is a presentation about the final year individual project.
i get a big hit by 3 lecture during the presentation moment
i am nervous and at the same time telling myself be more confident
this week is such a rush week
preparign for further study interview, preparing the presentation research
there is not enough time to complete the project research
i was presenting my thing and what make me get  a shot is
when i presenting but the judger ask me to skip all those part..
my confident from middle go down to the maxand blur all time
i remember i plan to do labour day but i think is my mistake
i rushing too much and untill i totally forget about it
so i know that problem my thinker is not open yet
since i decided i must spent my life oversea
i keep pushing myself with my own mind
i try my very best to create my own style
until i cant see what other judger see..
mayb i stress myself too much
seriously in my feeling this 20% of presentation
is so important to me eventhough i get accepted
but i told myself keep going on to be serious in this final year
lesson what i learn today is
i feel thankful for all this 3 judger because they remind me back the labour day
and so fast i get that idea
i will always tell myself
i am the one create this idea and i gonna finish it
lecturer wont help u that much
because i am the only one can help myself
i know im to Stubborn
i  just pushing myself too much until doing something that not my level now
im not regret but just sad because i cant make presentation nice

this whole day my confident is low and sad and stressful
20% is meant so much for me ..
everything coming too fast that i hard to handle it

thank you so much for this 3 judger
thank you for myself too at least try hard and keep my own idea
i learn that u never try, never know what is ur mistake


yes, i feel so sad and shame
but that's is really good lesson for me
learn to guess what other people think

Get Accepted

I felt very very very happy today
I finally get accepted for further my degree study at London..
I know my presentation for interview is not good
because I can not speak fluent english
But I want to thanks the Lilian so much that she was accepted me
I am very touching when my agent ( Lizzy ) show my result but Lilian say i'm not coming for result
thats make me so touching and thanks to her
Im nervous, excited and glad can study at London in this year
I know she give me a chance that other people cannot get
so i will try all my best to stay my life there
To make my dream come true ..
I wont forget about what is happening today..
Thank you very much for everyone that support me
And the people who offer me a chance to make my dreams come true
Thank you so much to you all ..

Feeling L.O.V.E