there is a presentation about the final year individual project.
i get a big hit by 3 lecture during the presentation moment
i am nervous and at the same time telling myself be more confident
this week is such a rush week
preparign for further study interview, preparing the presentation research
there is not enough time to complete the project research
i was presenting my thing and what make me get a shot is
when i presenting but the judger ask me to skip all those part..
my confident from middle go down to the maxand blur all time
i remember i plan to do labour day but i think is my mistake
i rushing too much and untill i totally forget about it
so i know that problem my thinker is not open yet
since i decided i must spent my life oversea
i keep pushing myself with my own mind
i try my very best to create my own style
until i cant see what other judger see..
mayb i stress myself too much
seriously in my feeling this 20% of presentation
is so important to me eventhough i get accepted
but i told myself keep going on to be serious in this final year
lesson what i learn today is
i feel thankful for all this 3 judger because they remind me back the labour day
and so fast i get that idea
i will always tell myself
i am the one create this idea and i gonna finish it
lecturer wont help u that much
because i am the only one can help myself
i know im to Stubborn
i just pushing myself too much until doing something that not my level now
im not regret but just sad because i cant make presentation nice
this whole day my confident is low and sad and stressful
20% is meant so much for me ..
everything coming too fast that i hard to handle it
thank you so much for this 3 judger
thank you for myself too at least try hard and keep my own idea
i learn that u never try, never know what is ur mistake
yes, i feel so sad and shame
but that's is really good lesson for me
learn to guess what other people think
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