Big "H.I.T"

there is a presentation about the final year individual project.
i get a big hit by 3 lecture during the presentation moment
i am nervous and at the same time telling myself be more confident
this week is such a rush week
preparign for further study interview, preparing the presentation research
there is not enough time to complete the project research
i was presenting my thing and what make me get  a shot is
when i presenting but the judger ask me to skip all those part..
my confident from middle go down to the maxand blur all time
i remember i plan to do labour day but i think is my mistake
i rushing too much and untill i totally forget about it
so i know that problem my thinker is not open yet
since i decided i must spent my life oversea
i keep pushing myself with my own mind
i try my very best to create my own style
until i cant see what other judger see..
mayb i stress myself too much
seriously in my feeling this 20% of presentation
is so important to me eventhough i get accepted
but i told myself keep going on to be serious in this final year
lesson what i learn today is
i feel thankful for all this 3 judger because they remind me back the labour day
and so fast i get that idea
i will always tell myself
i am the one create this idea and i gonna finish it
lecturer wont help u that much
because i am the only one can help myself
i know im to Stubborn
i  just pushing myself too much until doing something that not my level now
im not regret but just sad because i cant make presentation nice

this whole day my confident is low and sad and stressful
20% is meant so much for me ..
everything coming too fast that i hard to handle it

thank you so much for this 3 judger
thank you for myself too at least try hard and keep my own idea
i learn that u never try, never know what is ur mistake


yes, i feel so sad and shame
but that's is really good lesson for me
learn to guess what other people think

big hit 25/1/2014

there is a presentation about the final year individual project.
i get a big hit by 3 lecture during the presentation moment
i am nervous and at the same time telling myself be more confident
this week is such a rush week
preparign for further study interview, preparing the presentation research
there is not enough time to complete the project research
i was presenting my thing and what make me get  a shot is
when i presenting but the judger ask me to skip all those part..
my confident from middle go down to the maxand blur all time
i remember i plan to do labour day but i think is my mistake
i rushing too much and untill i totally forget about it
so i know that problem my thinker is not open yet
since i decided i must spent my life oversea
i keep pushing myself with my own mind
i try my very best to create my own style
until i cant see what other judger see..
mayb i stress myself too much
seriously in my feeling this 20% of presentation
is so important to me eventhough i get accepted
but i told myself keep going on to be serious in this final year
lesson what i learn today is
i feel thankful for all this 3 judger because they remind me back the labour day
and so fast i get that idea
i will always tell myself
i am the one create this idea and i gonna finish it
lecturer wont help u that much
because i am the only one can help myself
i know im to Stubborn
i  just pushing myself too much until doing something that not my level now
im not regret but just sad because i cant make presentation nice

this whole day my confident is low and sad and stressful
20% is meant so much for me ..
everything coming too fast that i hard to handle it

thank you so much for this 3 judger
thank you for myself too at least try hard and keep my own idea
i learn that u never try, never know what is ur mistake


yes, i feel so sad and shame
but that's is really good lesson for me
learn to guess what other people think

Get Accepted

I felt very very very happy today
I finally get accepted for further my degree study at London..
I know my presentation for interview is not good
because I can not speak fluent english
But I want to thanks the Lilian so much that she was accepted me
I am very touching when my agent ( Lizzy ) show my result but Lilian say i'm not coming for result
thats make me so touching and thanks to her
Im nervous, excited and glad can study at London in this year
I know she give me a chance that other people cannot get
so i will try all my best to stay my life there
To make my dream come true ..
I wont forget about what is happening today..
Thank you very much for everyone that support me
And the people who offer me a chance to make my dreams come true
Thank you so much to you all ..

Feeling L.O.V.E

Just the feeling

There is something we can not change anymore so we better move on
It doesn't matter if it is a thing or human..
If it is past that mean its gone
You are no need to care and just wish them had a good luck in their life..
Im happy for all my old stranger friend get new life partner, Congrate ^^

Now is about the most stressfull thing happened to me,
this week will be my rushing week again
interview in on friday and presentation is on saturday..
Both is important, i hate this type of timing
But i believe in myself,
i can do it, i can fight it, and i can get it...

Just for my remind

I were suffering for a week just looking for the topic and idea

I keep thinking it is impossible to do

how i gonna design this and what to design ?

I keep looking for the inspiration, everyday and the time is totally not enough

But when i continue my work just now

Finally I think i found a good start for myself in this project...

Anything actually is possible

I realized i am too "sombong" to myself, when i get a topic and i am too exciting

so i forgot about the next step.. 

I will always remind myself

"Step by Step In A Smart Way"

2014 年的第十天

才第十天，忙碌围绕着我
经过3个月的特训，我明白在这间学院以剩不久
而我也明白自己要什么，不想在迷迷糊糊过活
做每件事要清楚，虽然顾虑的东西很多很多
但是前途是自己的，我明白知道自己以后要怎样的生活
就要付出怎样的精力

2014 开学第一天，我逼自己要准时，每一天就算没上课，
我都在studio呆上整天，最后的学期功课量好多
GD- 8 item event
3D modelling
Pro-business
都很重要，再加上interview , portfolio , transcript ..
所以我也学着安排好时间，因为这将是最关键的时期

很紧张但是也试着享受
因为我希望能够在大公司当designer